Fortunately, I had some messages that I received from my other accounts, then I realized I was missing one, and due to my loss of memory, I have forgotten the whole email address, I can remember the first part of the email address and I do know the password and I am pretty sure I accessed it in the last ten months or so, and it is a live.ca account," but there is a part of the address I am unable to grasp, it is there I just can't get a hold of it, or this whole question would be pointless, but this is what happens when you don't take your "Vitamin D"

Is there a directory of email addresses that I can search? And, yes I have tried every combination of words I might have used in the name with no luck there either, I even did live.com, hotmail.com, and hotmail.ca as well "just in case" anyone asked!!!  It is important because it has a couple user names and passwords for my game sites, and one or two let's call them friends, maybe? It would be great if you could advise me, to a coarse of action. Please, don't take to long or I will probably forget this too.