Locked Out of my account, noway back in. about to lose a steam account with 300$ worth of games due to this.

my email is locked up and has been for weeks now ive been filing tickets and questions nonstop trying to get my email back. the contact email address was deleted because i didn't log onto the account for 365 days so it became inactive. so i have noway of recovering my Microsoft account. whenever i try to submit a tick for recovery by question the website is temporarily unavailable. there's not enough information on my Hotmail account that i am trying to get back, so whatever i do i am screwed because i logged on as private in browser and tried to log onto a dota trading website and it set off my steam guard. now i am locked out of my steam and my main email which i use for soccer, school, and video games. i know i am going to get some profusely copy and pasted bullshit message out of this. i will not even explain how many people have already switched to yahoo because they actually have customer service that doesn't cost 35$ that's ridiculous, you run ads all over and you still need 35$ to help my problem that you caused. i have submitted 4 of these and got the same message over and over again. can you just help me please get my steam account and regain my trusted for Microsoft.