i want hotmail back do not like outlook

I cannot open my email it takes forever.......! I am so frustrated I am thinking about getting a new email thru someone else. I just signed up a friend and noticed they had an option what one they chose? Yet someone from Hotmail flipped it on my computer and I hate it. I have to go in and out about for five minutes to get one email to open. than when I go send an email wow it does not send. I have to keep refreshing and start over again twenty times. How do I get the original hot mail back and get rid of outlook? please I am desperate!