I had two hotmail email accounts and now can only get into only one. Emails do not even get forwarded from lost account. Help!

I had two Hotmail accounts: *** Email address is removed for privacy *** & *** Email address is removed for privacy ***! *** Email address is removed for privacy *** is my main one that I use, but now I have lost *** Email address is removed for privacy *** that I use for business & misc. This is the one I have lost. I even use it for when I lose password etc. so MSN can send new password. I can't even change that to another email address. All I can say is that Outlook has screwed up everything!