I am losing hope for my Hotmail account which had been locked by MICROSOFT

i have tried all the form fillings for verifications and i do not know whats the phone number registered to my hotmail.

The Admin just toss me into loops and processes of security moderators that i have lost count.

I guess my hope is as good as gone.

I thank GOOGLE for giving me a chance to experience with Gmail. 

I am looking forward to experience GMAIL by the end of this week .